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November 13th, 2005

08:18 pm - fucking fuck fuck fuck. 95% of the people that i have invested feelings in in my life time have hurt me pretty badly in some way. tonight i learned once again that i need to quit caring...i'm begining to think being alone forever may be better anyways. he got sent from LCF to county for some kind of punishment, which means he fucked up again. just when i thought maybe he'd be able to get out of this whole fucking mess he dove right back in...and i feel like i've been punched in the stomach. this sucks. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: sigur ros

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October 12th, 2005

10:44 pm - throbbing headache so sometime this weekend while i was alseep, a spider or something equally as poisoness came and bit me on the leg/thigh area.  it hurt and itched and burned for about 5 days and started looking PRETTY nasty.  So with the advice of all my friends i went and got it looked at. i am getting antibiotics to treat it and feel like hell; fever, headache, nausea...the works....everyone say it with me now.... ( ewwwwwwww ) Current Mood: sick Current Music: jack johnson

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October 6th, 2005

12:54 am so i deffinatly got my haircut today.  took in a picture of one i liked and the lady copied it, and did a great job may i add. i loooove it. i'm amazed at how curly it is. here, have pictures. ( it sort of looks like jeniffer love huits...oops ) Current Mood: chipper Current Music: akon-bellydance

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September 28th, 2005

10:11 pm - bah i'm so full i ate a LOT tonight, and i feel better. after being sick and not actually eating for awhile i needed that. i can't wait for friday, i hope it rains a lot. i applied for a job at gamers today. that would rock my world i'd work with a bunch of nerds like my brother was and erica. we'd be the only chicks. woot! anyways, i need to get a new camera and be able to take decent pictures again. i'm trying to figure out what to be for halloween already...any suggestions? Current Mood: tired/full Current Music: closer-NIN dododo i wanna fuck you like an animal

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September 24th, 2005

09:39 pm - long time no update so i got my nails painted bright ass blue at the hispanic festival by some college guy who had never painted a nail in his life. they look terrible but it was fun anyways. i also got a flower and a heart painted on my face, i can be so very girly sometimes. i keep thinking that i need to get my haircut and wanting to call and make an appointment but looking up phone numbers seems so hard for some reason. there's this guy in my zoology class that asked me to dinner...i'm considering going...that'll be really weird...i don't eat well in front of people...oh i give up on that one. i get three hour contact visits with my brother now, finally i actually get to spend time with him. it's amazing how much i miss that kid...anyways i have a cake in the oven! Current Mood: lethargic Current Music: pedro the lion

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September 4th, 2005

04:42 pm - weeee that was fun. Click here. Take the quiz. Post your results. ( See squishy_moose's results. ) Current Mood: i don't know Current Music: nada

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August 12th, 2005

05:02 pm - life is gooood man the pasta cooking downstairs smells AMAZING, and then after we eat that...we get chocolate fondue with raspberries, strawberries, and angel food cake *drool*. this is a great place, and the people are good too. i haven't seen this family in years and it feels like not a day has passed between us, we picked up right where we left off. i'm excited for coming home tomorrow night, i got pretty homesick in michigan but i'm so content here in plover, wisconsin. i've listened to a lot of the beatles and other good music over the past couple of days which is really awesome...they keep music going all the time here and their new house has amazing acoustics. i'm with the yanikes by the way, they moved away when i went into sixth grade but before that our families were really close. welp, i'm gonna go help cook. i'll be home late tomorrow. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: come together-the beatles

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August 5th, 2005

03:40 pm - i'm leaving on a jet plaanneee... not really, i'm driving, but you get the point. I'll be gone for like...8 days, i'm going to michingan and wisconsin to visit my grandma and best friend from fifth grade respectively. holy crap i just used a really large word. alright well...i'll miss people, you know who you are. see you next saturday! Current Mood: excited Current Music: all hail the heart breaker-the spill canvas

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July 21st, 2005

12:34 am lately everything seems kind of empty. i wanna fill the holes with something...i should get some plaster. ( tell me what to feel ) Current Mood: ouch Current Music: the tide-the spill canvas

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June 24th, 2005

12:14 am so the O'asian garden is one of the most interesting places to spend an evening. they sell live crabs!! right out of a frickin open card board box. meredith and i played with the crabbies for about fifteen minutes before one of the owners came back and stared at us untill we moved on to the vegetable section. i ate raw fish and felt all funny in my tummy afterwards but it was good anyways, there were cucumber rolls. goldeneye is a fun game, but i suck at it...which was actually pretty funny. most of my friends are leaving meeee...so sad. way off topic, i miss having someone to hold...i hate lonliness. bugger, i can't seem to stop eating...i need to guit it. lets all go to linoma beach! ok good. Current Mood: blurred Current Music: let go-frou frou

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June 19th, 2005

10:12 pm - stupidity seems to run in my family right now, i am the biggest idiot i know. Current Mood: don't catch the stupid Current Music: ding dong the witch is dead

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June 17th, 2005

01:17 am - summer is too muggy i seem to have confused myself...i do that a lot though. i think i need more sleep, but i love how i flip flop my days and nights during the summer. i applied at east park, and i would be happy if i got that job, it would be so easy. and free movies, hello? watching two of your best friends duel it out with big sticks in a driveway is one of the more pleasent pass times. i ate too much chinese food Current Mood: nauseated Current Music: nothing good

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June 7th, 2005

12:35 am - i want lazy! i hate having stuff to do, i want to stop making plans. whenever i have something "planned" it always get's to the time to do said thing, and i just want to lay around and do nothing...so don't plan to do anything with me...unless you plan on doing nothing with me, cause that's always good. or laying outside at night, man i love summer nights they're soooooooo good. i just had a wonderful conversation with megan about ms. vanderrouchwhateverhernameis. megan is a hilarious wonderful human being...i need more megan anna time, we never plan or do much and it's always just what i need. mmmm hot and sour soup. Current Mood: calm Current Music: i'm to out of it to think.

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June 5th, 2005

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May 25th, 2005

07:51 pm - ughuh i hit the side of my garage when i got home today...not so happy about that. oh well. i work with this cool kid named blade, and he wants me to party with him sometime i might take him up on it, but i dunno...man i'm tired. i CAN NOT wait for school to be done. now i do homework. Current Mood: unconcious Current Music: sugar, we're goin down-fall out boy

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May 18th, 2005

02:12 pm - HAHA! it's in spanish! lets see if you can read it now bitches Por Que Vacas Tienen Manchas Erase una vez, una vaca negra. La vaca vivio en el pais Nebraska. Las personas la conocian por su hermosura. Un dia el granjero estaba en el granero y lavaba su ropa. El se tropezo en una pala y la botella que el tenia se vertio en la vaca guapisima. El granjero no estaba seguro que estaba en la botella, porque la etiqueta se cayo en su manera a su casa de la tienda de dolar. No pensaba mucho del incidente, porque el tiempo canary tenia hambre. Dos dias despues, fue veia ganada. El noto que habia un poco mal con vaca bonita. El dicidio llamar al doctor de vacas. Un ambulancia grande venio al granja por tomaba vaca al hospitol. La condicion al vaca emporo. El primero conjetura de la medica hablo que un grupo de extanjero espacial venia y secuestro la vaca. El doctor decido dar la vaca un bano y veo aunque el es puerco. Tan el doctor seco la vaca, las manchas en la vaca sobresalto conveniente mas visible. El doctor luego quiso ejecutar examens en la vaca. Despues horas o esperar, los resultados por ultimo llegar. El primero conjetura de la medica es injusto. El medico hizo preguntas al granjero. La entrevista duro por muchas horas. El granjero dijo al medico todo, pero el se acordio el derrame del liquido. Los hombres descubrieron que el liquido era blaqueo. El medico dijo que la vaca manchas. Por eso algunas vacas tienen manchas Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: schooooool....

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May 15th, 2005

03:03 pm ~Broken Wings~ -Sage Francis Shes a fairy with broken wings I used to watch her perform And if she hears me I hope she sings songs That had me going right back Couldnt find anyone in town to talk Bout how no one like that Should be confined to the ground we walk She glides but just seems like she floats And these folks decide to crush her wings until there permanently broke She rides gusts of wind just by the way she spoke She crys but loves to sing songs of freedom and hope On the eastside hustling discussing things that we quote In shallow conversation as if we have deep throats We're chokin on confusion Now show up as a heat stroke of we need coats Trading in our cheap jokes for her c notes I see notes being passed I ask to see what these creeps wrote Define silly kids and flying privelages revoke Ski slopes have been blocked off they cant transit Had weights tied to her ankles she most definitely cant skip Down, shes held down by the transripts my hands grip Tried to tie her wings back on before the ones again clip Panic stricken, shell remain stuck On a titantic sinken, shes tryin to stay up Change her plan thinkin its ok See this is strange but Abraham Lincoln freed the slaves in a way that kept them chained up I'd like to see Her take flight into the stars Instead of letting her fly free they keep her in jars Instead of letting fly free they keep em in jars I put my hand to the glass so hard It might break the prison bars It isnt hard to see why they keep her captive Shes naturally attractive Speaks with adlibs, shes uncommonly talented Aint enough adjectives to do her disposition justice Kids are wishin for just a kiss and its a mission to touch her lipstick Cant trust her with Freedom of movement thats a chance to loose her quick If she ups and splits We might as well call that discussion quits If we're to keep her down the government's underlinks Enslave people in this town especially if there culture's rich Exploiting talents making it do a bunch of tricks With the rest of the wingless imports Repeatedly told you aren't a fairy just a bitch Shes a fairy with broken wings I used to go watch her perform And if she hears me I hope she sings songs That had me going right back Couldnt find anyone in town to talk Bout how no one like that Should be confined to the ground When I was down in New York she'd send me letters And I read her passages about how I left it to the savages No matter how sad it is I didnt cry Cause it was only a matter of time Before they figured me out and tried to strip my pride I knew the scoop Wish you could of seen the blueprints in my eye When I flew the coop Utilizing overground railroads in the sky It was live or die let me let you in on the secret of mine Me and you are different girl We dont even need wings to fly We dont need wings to fly Me and you... we dont need wings to fly Keep on singing give it a try, give it a try Just keep on singing giveit a try, give it a try Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: runaways-sage francis

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May 10th, 2005

09:58 pm - bwahahahaha ok so i haven't updated in forever and i apologize, but everytime i thought of writing something here it made me all twitchy and nercous for some reason. Faint/bright eyes concert tomorrow, i'm driving!...meredith and marcus, and whoever buys our other ticket. SOoooooooooooo who wants to road trip to colorado with me this summer? at the end of august? only catch is...you have to be able to stand my dad, he will be up there at the cabin(i love that cabin, it's all rustic and fun...but there's water and electricity!). I'll probably be up there for 3-5 days when i go. Also day trips to worlds of fun, omaha, linoma, and other such places will be happening, don't know when but it will happen damnit. freefest is friday, i think i'm going, with abby. goooooood times. P.S. i love driving at night when it's all nice out and there's lightening, so peaceful and pretty. Current Mood: content Current Music: tears in heaven-eric clapton

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April 25th, 2005

10:32 pm - i was hopin' i could tell you this with two feet on the ground the benefit at arts was good. i got to hang out with abby finally, after like three freaking weeks. and i get to see her again tomorrow at her soccer game. friday night abby jessie and i went to cory's house and smoked some...hooo that was interesting. then saturday i got intoxicated again. what a crazy fun weekend. only some things keep holding back my happiness, i'm sick of bringing people down with my crap. Current Mood: listless Current Music: fallin-ben kweller

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April 21st, 2005

10:09 pm - ow...just...ow i hate the feeling of being right next to someone and missing them. it's the worst thing in the world. benefit at arts at 5 tomorrow,$3 to get in. Current Mood: sad Current Music: me and the moon-soco

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